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Thursday, 04 September 2008

  • Currently Listening
    In Keeping Secrets of Silent Earth: 3
    By Coheed and Cambria, Coheed & Cambria
    Blood Red Summer
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    Time
    Amazing, isn't it?
    I like to think so
    My, how time has fled from my grasp
    I feel it now
    Not so pleasant
    At times, I tend to dwell in the past
    And yet, I look forward to embracing my future
    But...what's to come for me?
    Am I ready for my future?
    Why ask such a question?
    Well, I, myself, at times, and baffled by my own actions, questions, thoughts, etc.
    Time...my, why do we appreciate you not?
    If only we could manipulate you!
    Yet, doing so...the possibilities
    Both astonishing, as well as horrific
    Your power in the wrongs hands
    I dare not imagine
    What I do wonder:
    Going back...
    Just to observe
    It'd be amazing
    I feel as if in bliss
    Just recalling the times of my past
    Of my childhood
    Of my elementary school years
    Of my middle school years
    Of my freshman, sophomore, and junior years
    My gosh...
    Recalling these times
    Joyful, elating, wonderful
    Yet, dejecting, melancholy, and longing
    Time
    'Tis a beautiful thing
    So complex
    Yet, so simple
    I cannot fully fathom it
    Time is just...just that, Time
    It can trigger just about any emotion known to man
    Anxiety
    Joy
    Anger
    Impatience
    Etc.
    What does time mean to you, friend?
    I would like to know.

    [3:10 AM; 09/04/08]

Thursday, 18 January 2007

  • Currently Listening
    Arriving
    By Chris Tomlin, Steven Curtis Chapman
    How Great is Our God
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    hey everyone, me here jamming to my beloved album of Face2Face's Ultimate Sacrifice album live...i miss them so much, im gald i had the chance to meet them b4.  they are such an awesome praise and worship band, they help me feel Jesus so much...right now i can feel Him here, like i feel so good, comforted, im so happy...i dont ever want to leave, i just feel like jumping up and down, lifting my hands. like now i am in tears because it feels so good to be back with Jesus...because lately i've been slipping spiritually and i see myself as a hypocrite becuase i go against my own advice to others. i no i should be taking my own advice as well, and i do. however its only for a few weeks which really get me angry with myself...i pray but feel no different, and i get discouraged. but when i hear songs of praise, they just bring me up because i am telling God how wonderful He is and how much i love Him.  its just an undescribable feeling, being in Jesus's presence. i never ever want to leave when i feel His presence, i want to be here, anywhere, with Him. let me say something about myself...yes i am all for God, i love Him, but i am afraid that my actions dont show it, that i am slipping. i've had 2 encounters with Jesus at my home when i would just listen to my praise and worship cd's.  those time i brought myself to him without anyone but myself, and that means something to me.  no one prayed for me, no one layed hands, no one lead a prayer, it was just me and Jesus.  and i look back at what i had done and regret it but i no Jesus forgave me and i dont feel the same anymore, like im a different person, for the better.  but i really dislike it when i fall spiritually, that i stray away from Him...off topic but im just drowning in tears i guess you could say here in class. singing songs praising Him is just so overwhelming becuase i can just feel Him reaching down and putting His hand on my shoulder saying "I'm here." i swear, i feel His presence...and i just dont know wut else to say. He is Holy and He is loving.  His love is unconditional and He will forgive us because His love has no end for His chlidren.  He gives me reassurance, that everything is going to be ok, that i'm not a faliure, that i will prevail, that He is here by my side.  but the enemy is always blinding me, telling me lies which i, unfourtunatley, believe sometimes. but i know there are people out there praying for me and i know i am a man of God, that i will be a warrior for Him and bring many to His Grace.

Tuesday, 16 January 2007

  • Currently Listening
    Frail Words Collapse
    By As I Lay Dying
    Elegy
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    hey all, wuts up, i havent updated mainly cuz im too "Busy" doing other stuff online: chatting with friends, random ppl, getting on myspace, bebo, tagged, tagworld, you name it, i might have it and well, ive been out with friends or watching tv wif family and spending time with them

    to be continued :P

Saturday, 30 December 2006

  • Currently Listening
    Eisenhower
    By The Slip
    Even Rats
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    `!~¡ShEs So FrEaKiN' PrEtTy$

    hola pplz, wuts up...this is mainly a blog on how i see priscilla...to me, wow...stunning, beautiful. she is, as they say, the apple of my eye; that and so much more, seriously and well i love her and i dont no wut more to say. her pix are just so heart-melting to me...i keep 2 pix of her in my USB Drive (and no im not a stalker! her pix just pick me up...make me happy) and well, i always get butterflies just thinking about her....[TO BE CONTINUED] nvm this will never be continued, who am i kidding XD well you all know a lil bit of how i feel for her, the most i can say is i love her with so much of my heart t/c all, luv yaz, BEHAVE, and God bless you all
    -  Gue  [7:57 PM 1-18-2007]

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